I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
You could take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all who's who and so-n-so's that used to be the best
At such'n'such ... it wouldn't matter much
I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights
We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world
I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy
I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthly list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy
Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...
i think im tired..and a bit sleepy.. but.. hmm.. just dun feel like sleeping.. sighz.. i think is the emotions, but then, not realli too.. just dunno wats wrong with me.. haha..
went to watch the 'confession of pain' today. hm.. not bad a movie.. but i agreed with my sis who feels that if the murderer wasnt disclosed first, the movie might be much nicer... but of coz, is quite obvious that the murderer is tony leung lah... but nt according to my sis though.. haha.. find it rather nice overall.. the way it is film is great.. i like the way the story goes especially the playback of the crime scene where takeshi was in the hall.. the story is interesting in the way that not all good ppl are all good and not all bad ppl are realli bad ppl... there may be a backgrd that is unknown to many ppl.. i think that is wat humans are abt.. we all nt all gd, neither all bad.. and who can tell us we are good or bad.. but of coz, i will say we are all naturedly bad..haha... to me, i dun think tony leung is a bad person in the movie.. i will say that he was a sad person, and a man with a pain in him, thats y for the title, the confession of pain. my sis differs and says that he is a bad man coz though his family were killed, he can choose not to... this again, i think is true.. but i like i said, it is human nature... a normal person will wan revenge. mayb sometimes a person will choose to forget... but i think we all cant really say wat we will choose unless we went thru it ourselves. i say this thru experience. coz there are times when ppl responded in certain ways, and i thot to myself, if is me, i definitely wun behave lidat. well, more often than nt, i find myself responded in their ways, who noes, mayb worst than them... when that happened, i truely know that i am not as good a person as i thot myself to be.. or wan myself to be... we are still learning more abt ourselves everyday and do we do anything abt ourselves is another matter altogether... but i hope we are all on a upward spiral instead of a down one! in God's way, it is impt to keep our hearts open and soft, in that way, the chance of falling will be lesser...haha
this is a lengthy post, as usual. i dun like to post pics coz im lazy. a pic paints a thousand words, so since i dun hv a pic, i shall type a thousand words..haha... duno wats wrong with me today.. im feeling emo.. ahh! must be the time of the mth cmg..heh... ok..and i apologize for my horrible grammar.. my mind and eyes are tired but i refuse to shut down... oh my... better go.. i have service tmr! is going to b a long day! alrite.. b4 i go.. im gg to watch 'one last dance' next.. think is kinda like 'confession of pain'? oh.. and i looking forward to the pss2 finals next wk...haha... who is going to win?
