I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
You could take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all who's who and so-n-so's that used to be the best
At such'n'such ... it wouldn't matter much
I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights
We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world
I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy
I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthly list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy
Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...
just came back frm "prayer for nations" prayer mtg... and i just want to say.. i dunno how to praise! i recalled on friday how i had wanted to praise the Lord, wanted to ask the group to praise the Lord, to lead them to praise Him..(i was the worship leader last friday).. but i just come. and hw can i when i dun even noe who to? ... i guess is the passive state of me.. my self-conscious that held me back. that duno how to praise even properly in front of the Lord. how i have wanted to shout to Him on top of my lungs, with all my strength, with all of my heart.. but.. self-conscious always held me back.. sighz..i have always wanted to be like David who danced to the Lord and said that He will be even more undignified than this. but i hv never succeeded..or maybe with the encouragement of a few who did it together with me, yes.. but me alone, no... the self in me is so great. i am discouraged in a way..but strangely, this time, it din get to me too badly... i noe there are still so many things abt me that is not perfect.. but i will press on.. and press in!... with the grace and strength of my Master.. the Perfector and Finisher of our faith! Amen!
is a long time since i last blogged..it was more than a month. i was busy and now i am busy busy.. haha.. with my work.. whoever says that working in CfaN has got nothing to do deserves a knock on the head! heh.. but no complaints lah.. in fact, i sort of enjoy it though i will feel rather stress sometimes especially when my mind got nothing in mind to do any kind of design.. and having to cope with my boss' expectations, likes and wants in mind. i hv now come to understand y my graphics designer friend complain abt her clients last time.. coz ur work sometimes just dun become ur work anymore. anyway, one of my colleague says i ought not to put in too much "feeling" into my design, then i will be happier..haha.. how ironic.. anyway... i have to learn how to cope with my time as well.. i have rather limited time sometimes coz half my times i will hv to clear my admin stuffs as well.. still learning to cope better.. but sometimes, will feel like slacking a bit..ahaa... and then when i hv no time, then i guess, i deserve it! HAHA
side track a bit.. i just finished watching "goong" yesterday..haha.. this k drama which i have absolutely no interest at all in the beginning coz its setting is of a bit period kind.. but then, not entirely, is also modern.. however, coz my 1st impression wasnt v good, i din intend to watch.. and after watching like 3 episodes, i find it super slooww and the lead actor and actress dun particularly appeal to me..but, yar.. after a few frens keep saying is nice and say that i shld watch..yada yada.. i decide to continue frm my episode 3.. since, i got nothing to watch liao..keke.. after i finished the kim sam soon and full house.. and some k movies.. oops...:P heh.. anyway.. the drama got better towards the middle part especially when the prince started to have a liking towards the ger.. thats where it all got much nicer.. haha.. anyway.. is nice! touching..and the OST is nice too.. the k dramas' OST are always v nice..:)
im putting a lot of weight..*shake head* since.. im completely random here... the beginning of the year! aiyo..how?
saturday after my zone outreach i went to THE DOULOS to take a look with peili, jasmine and her fren, michelle. i heard of it frm pauline 1st, then my sister. initially intended to go with sis, but since peili asked me if i wanna go, i decide to go.. i was quite surprised when peili asked me coz we are not particularly close or noe each other v well... anyway, we took a few pics..haha.. and i feit entirely like a tourist on the ship. quite a lot of ppl inside and i met 2 frens in there! one of them is eliz who is picking up a lot of the cheap books! ha..yar, the books are really cheap..like i bought 3 and they onyl cost $10 altogether.. but the bad thing is. i dun reali hear much of the authors in there so i din realli buy any "gems"..haha.. then, after DOULOS, we went walk ard at vivo city.. haha.. is my 1st time! reali quite big, but still a normal S.C. , just big only lah.. anyway, half way, peili and i decided to head home when we met tracy at the island cafe and we went chatting away till 45min later! haha.. and yarm is realli a woman's tok kind of topic.. im so amazed at them for their total openness..keke..
ok lah. i end here. v abrupt rite? duno lei..think like my mood tonite..hehe