I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
You could take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all who's who and so-n-so's that used to be the best
At such'n'such ... it wouldn't matter much
I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights
We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world
I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy
I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthly list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy
Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...
is near 2am in the morning aredi but im still awake... couldnt get to sleep... i was thinking of things... too much things on my mind... have so much to say yet seem not there's not much to say either. think too much. thats the bad part of me. dunno how to describe my feelings. i think only my Heavenly Father will noe coz He noes every part of me, including my mind, my thoughts and my heart. yah, think im signing off. actualli, u noe, i have stated this blog coz ithought i can enter watevr i want and things i want to write down when im feeling tired, happy or sad. but it turns out that it isnt the case. i dun think i wil be able to write down wat i feel. afterall, i m not a realli "open" person. should i continue this blog? i dunno. will it survive? hmm..i dunno either. coz the reason i have started this... the purpose seemed to be defeated.
yup, Cornerstone's 2nd very own CD, Burn, is out alredi!! and it really burns.... haha... i realli like the songs... especially the last song "For All to See".. is not written by our church though but wat difference does it make when we are worshipping the same God? :) it has been spinning on my desktop, my CD-player... hee... i like the chorus which goes " the plans You have for me, will prosper me not harm me... so i trust You with all my heart, wherever i may be..." realli..the songs...all the beautiful songs all stuck in my head.. haha.... running after You, running after You, running after You.... and im touched by the songs testimonies included in the CD.. on wat circumstances and how did they compose the songs... whoa, it was touching.. some of them... even make me goosebumped.. haha interested?? hmm...i duno if it is out in the mkt yet, but it will be available at the Joshua 21 hotspots, that is Victory Family Centre Tampines and Choa Chu Kang, TOUCH Comunity Theatre Bukit Merah and Wesley Methodist Church.
have not realli posted anything since the new month... reason?? enjoying my holidays..haha ;P... have been spending my holidays totally contary to wat i thought and planned... no wonder im a left-brained person.. haha... but wat i've been doing are things im not very pleased with myself. i have been these few days playing online monopoly (for 2 days) and watching a korean drama vcd ( for another 2 days)... oh, have turned into a couch potato... :P ah~~ should do something more constructive... no discipline... tsk tsk... anyway, toking abt the drama... i was watching "All About Eve" (chinese - "ai shang nu zhu bo")... it is indeed very fascinating show... i dunno how to describe it and i dun wished to discuss it abt here too... anyway, it just makes me think of how bad a person can become because of the circumstances when in the beginning, one's a kind hearted person... and zhang dong jian(dunno wats his korean name)... he is very handsome... haha ;P ... this show's a bit like the other korean show i watched - "qiu tian de tong hua", din watch everything though.. i only watch a few episodes in between, when my sis was watching...
ok , enough abt all those "fleshly" things..haha... tomorrow or today(is near 2am alredi!) is Joshua 21 Reloaded!! ha... quite excited abt it..wonder how it will turned out. my church is spear-heading teh whole program... speaker should be Loren Cunningham from YWAM... will tok abt Missions! im excited! youth mtgs are always fascinating..haha... u wun noe wat u will get from the youths...when they are on fire. the passion!! haha... tomorrow 5th September at 7.30pm, Victory Family centre Tampines!! Live! :D excited!! (how many times alredi??) haha