is 1 am in the morning. i ought to be asleep now as i have to wake up early in the morning tmr.. hm..but though tired am i, i just dun feel like sleeping..yar..im an owl. not a mrng person at all.. in fact, my frens commented that i look dead in the mrng.. haha.. by noon time, i look much alive.. tell u the truth, im most alive in the evening and at nite..haha.. but too bad, our body is not built to sleep in the mrng and wake up at nite. i used to think that it is just how ur body is accustomed to sleeping at nite and waking up in the day, but somehow, i just dun think so now. our body is built to wake up in the day and sleep at nite. y wld i say that? well, coz i was thinking even if u sleep a lot in the day time, by night time.. wee hours, u will still feel sleepy..ha.. ok..it is theory..may not be right afterall.. but somehow, i thot to look into the Bible for an answer for this. oh ya, i do believe Bible has all the answers we need to have.

alrite, im blogging rather randomly. i just thot to blog when i recalled something interesting my fren said to me ydae.. she said she read a book and the author says that 'men is like a waffle and women spaghetti'. wat he meant by that is that men thinks things like a waffle and women think things like spaghetti... meaning.. guys that think in small boxes and so can only see only in the limited vision and can only see that till they are connected to the next box. so, when u are toking to a guy, dun be surprise that they dun understand a lot of things and cannot understand the links of things. and yes, u got to tok directly to the guys coz they are only see so far, and they cldnt link things together. haha. and also, they will tend to SWITCH OFF the moment they dun understand or dun like wat u are saying to them. and, for gers, they link and connect everything together like spaghetti. so, they see further and interconnect things better and so, sometimes gers think too much and let their imagination run wild, and to the guys is also called 胡思乱想. haha. the difference in men and women. i believe is partly true. heh.

ydae, my frens and i went celebrating 2 cell members' birthday. it was suppose to be kind of surprise coz 2 of us arranged to meet the other 2 separately while the others wait at the restaurant, spageddies. so, the 2 of them doesnt know that we are mtg, and so when we reached, we pretend to be surprised that we met one another so coincidentally. ha. of coz, the 2 of them smelled something fishy abt all these. cldnt be so coincidental wat..haha... anyway, we had some food and we went on to the fireworks. whoa..it was nice, i took a short clip on my digicam.. but yet to upload on my comp yet. lazy... ut somehow, i just find the fireworks a real waste of money. my fren said that the fireworks cost 1.5m for 5min! the fireworks lasted for 15min. can u imagine the amount of money used!! i was thinking of poor countries and ppl... to think we actually splurge on such 无畏 stuff. ya.. singapore.. world class...

ok, ending soon.. i told is random. tmr im supposed to have an interview. but i dun think im going. sigh.. not that im not giving myself a chance, but somehow i just feel like thats not the job i want. but then, shld i go?? just go and take a look? im still praying for an answer and asking advices frm ppl. whether i shld work at CfaN? or i shld start off with a secular job? of all these, i thought i had an answer, but then after toking to some ppl, im not sure if i really ahve the answer. sigh..JOYCE! u got to be decisive!!

ok, i still have some time..before september is up.