I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
You could take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all who's who and so-n-so's that used to be the best
At such'n'such ... it wouldn't matter much
I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights
We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world
I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy
I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthly list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy
Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...
show was a success! im reali glad for that. afterall, all of the ppl have been practising and putting in their best for it. :)
" i reali have an enjoyable time.. congrats! such a successful show," one of my fren commented to me. and my reply was, " thanks! the ppl has all put in their best. even if the concert did not turn out well, i would still be proud of them!" :)
thats the truth. i would still be proud of them. :) the turn out was not bad and the concert was rather well-received. thank God for that! though there was some technical glitches here and there, overall, it was still not bad. the rehearsaks were better though i have to say. haha.
anywya, coz of this concert, i reali learned much things. publicity, sound, video, overall stage management. on that day i was walking up and down the LT and the school that i was so so tired after the whole thing. my whole head was in a blank after the performance. but strangely enuf, i thought i would feel a big stone lifted from me, but hm.. i dun reali feel anything. mayb the workaholic has taken over. haha. i hvnt thot that i am a workaholic coz im always rather boh chap on things. but i realised, when i start doing things, i wouldnt want to stop until i completed everything. mayb i was a bit task oriented afterall. heh. and i have learned to be proactive after i set up the Guitar Club. i dun used to understand wat exactly is proactive until now. i have to look ahead wat will be the problems that i might meet. and that comes with foresight and some experience of coz. i nd to troubleshoot and find solutions. solutions and answers have to come out fast.
after all these things and experiences, including my stint at transworld, i reali thot i like the creative area. i reali wonder if i have studied the wrong thing. but God makes all things well. mayb i have think too much of wat im going to do when i graduate. too many things on my head that i thought im interested in and wan to do. afterall, my options are open. maybe too open. ha. mayb i would nd the Lord to close some doors for me. oops. somehow felt something wrong with that previous sentence. i shall strike it off.
im too interested in too many things. same as my ministries. i want to do many things as well coz there are so many good things in each ministry that i cn learn from. but i nd to noe my place. the place that the Lord wants me to be in. mayb i can come out of certain ministry and concentrate on a certain one. the Lord will wan us to be excel in the things we do. ya.. till now. i will stick to wat im doing b4 venturing on. :)
"A man's heart plans his way, but the Lord directs His step" Provb 16:9
