I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
You could take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all who's who and so-n-so's that used to be the best
At such'n'such ... it wouldn't matter much
I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights
We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world
I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy
I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthly list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy
Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...
near 3am, im stil awake. not that im not tired but just not willing to go to bed. siao. dunno wats wrong with me. i reali dun wan to wake up late tmr. im reali thinking of waking up at 7am everyday just like when i was in China. hm, y issit that i can sleep late but wake up early there, but not here? after some analysing.. (actuali no lah, just boh liao..) and also wat xiaoyun commented, i have the following reasons:
1. i was there with strangers sleeping with me as well. not v good and nice to see that i sleep till so late. so sub conscoiusly, my mind will wake up at the time that seemed appropriate.
2. i was there on a mission, so cldnt possibly sleep mah. back home, i can really take my own sweet time to do my things ( not reali lah, i also not enuf time here). but i mean, i can actuali, hopefully leave my things to the next day, next hour.. (but realising time is reali short!)
3. the sun rises at 6.30am every mrng and somehow the sun shines much brighter than my room. haha...
4. the floor and the hard bed was too uncomfortable that i will not want to linger a.k.a 赖床 much on them. unlike back home, im lying on my spring bed!
but then, i realised that though i sleep late there, ard 12.30am usuali, when i wake up at 7am the next mrng, i was much more fresher than when i sleep at 2am and woke up at 10.30am. so, the old adage or saying 早睡早起身体好 is correct one. but then, sleep too much a bit waste time. when i wake up at 11pm, almost half of my day is gone. then plus i have to eat lunch and laze ard coz usuali after eating lunch, u will feel lethargy(however,sometimes i will try to not eat my lunch so early as to prevent that lethary). hence, my effective wkg time is only 4pm to ard 6pm (though i will try to wk at 2pm too) when usuali ard 6.20pm i will leave for church mtgs. so, hmm..seemed that i only wk 2h proper everyday. dun sound good. ok lah..haha... in fact i dun reali hv that much luxury i claimed i have. most of the time will squeeze all my time togther. since i noe i will only wake up at 11pm most of the time, i will try to utiltise my night time longer like wkg till 3 or 4am. so i will gain 2 more wkg hrs. everything is quieter too.
anyway, i dunno y im rambling here coz my initial intention is to only update on my supper just now. ha... must be tired...
i was feeling hungry just now as most ppl are usually as wee hours. so i decided to eat my cuttlefish that i bought frm China. nobody in my hse like lei, so i have to finish all myself. so i din even look at the plastic bag and i just put my hands into the plastic bags and i started eating. as i ate, i felt a bit itchy, and so to my horror, when i looked down at the plastic bag, i saw many many small red ants on the plastic bag! hich also mean that i am eating an ant-infested cuttlefish. wonder if i have eaten as of them unknowlingly. but i din stop, i just continue to eat...haha.. ants shld be alrite. though i noe some of my frens wil be disgusted at me. well, i just look more carefully that i wun be eating the ants andi finish the cuttleshi! well, and those small red ants are still crawling on my table. many many of them... haha... so i just dunno y want to post my incident up. heheeh...mayb too tired liao... ok, i better turn in...tired...
