I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
You could take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all who's who and so-n-so's that used to be the best
At such'n'such ... it wouldn't matter much
I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights
We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world
I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy
I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthly list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy
Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...
back from my mission trip since sunday. somehow today i felt a miss in my life over there. i reali missed being in the fields. i reali felt i wld like to go agn. i told the Lord that if HE permits, i reali reali would like to go agn. though the lives there arent easy and uncomfortable, but i reali enjoy myself over there. or maybe somehow, it might be just a place i thot i could hide.. haha..running away from the reality. anyway, being in the fields just for 2 weeks or so, i reali had an understdaning and a feel of the verse that the harvest is plentiful, but the labourers are few. there are so many people who have yet heard of Jesus and the gospel. and the fact that if we are to share one by one. when issit going to take? the thought of this makes my heart heavy and burdened.
jus back from the trip, im still almost in church everyday. well, im 24/7 there... haha.. but then.. i am still a 24/7 here.. a 24/7 Christian! somehow i missed the life there. with a purpose of noeing y i am there for. here.. im not sure.. i sure have somethin to do, but every step is a mystery. every step by faith..wondering im walking the right way or not. i guess is whr i learn to discern and have my sense sharpened.
yesterday, were discussing the details abt the guitar club in school. reali, the ideas that were brought out were good. Good ideas nevertheless. but somehow, made me wonder if they are God-ideas. mayb i think too much liao. sigh... but still, i enjoy being a follower than a leader. guess coz when u r leader, u r suppose to be the navigator and the person who will noe the way. mayb im just unwiling to get out of my comfort zone. BUT well, i have to say i reali duno... and i am not a good navigator..haha...direction blind. but i as long as i am not spirtiualli blind is ok liao! and Jesus is the chief Navigator. the burden for this club is reali that the vision will not be lost even as all of us were so busy in handling the admin stuff in the club. and i realised the ideas that we discussed ydae has not even been lift up to the Lord at all. i can only come humbly before Him and ask for His forgiveness and lift up all of the plans to Him. do i sound a bit lost.. i suppose so. but reali if i hold on tightly to His hand. i mean tightly. i will never be lost. He will guide me with His eyes. that is if i look at Him. :D 差遣我
