ON TODAY... AND MY THOUGHTS SO FAR...

just came back from jiayong's wedding. it was a very sweet and simple wedding. just Like the 2 of them. even Pst Yang said that this is a 5 kleenex tissue wedding..ha.. wow, they have been together near 9 years! :) how v sweet!

anyway, i went early to transfer the montage file to the church pc coz the 2 dvds burned for them were jerky. duno y, mayb is coz the dvd burner is a 2.0 usb while my comp is only 1.1, so there's an incompatibility. either that, the burner's lousy..:P (i dun like BenQ btw.. i dun have v gd impression on the brand.. ha.. using mktg terms, i am actuali giving the word of mouth, but here, im telling to more than 5 to 11 ppl :P) . was a bit worried when initially the windows media player came out to be blank on the church screen during preparation time, and the sound and light ppl were trying to resolve. even till ard 1.20pm(wedding is at 1.30pm, but as all weddings, started late as usual coz ppl are usuali NOT punctual!) they still cldnt find a solution as to y the windows media player is not showing anything! they even thought of resorting to use a laptop, but thank God, eventually, everything went well. i hv no idea wat they did, but the things can be seen on screen.. phew.. God reali makes things good in His time. :) im realli amazed and pei fu the sound and light crew ppl, especially zhiping... got so many things to juggle..from sound to light, ppl asking him this and that.. i think if u are a v serious person, u will be very stress! and also the helpers for the wedding. they are all able to transform the church in such a short time! and also transformed themselves! i reali c the faithfulness and the serving heart in all the cornerstonians! :) im also amazed at deacon timothy.. he can translate in cantonese!! so he is fluent in english, mandarin and cantonese!!!! *kow tow*( no, cant do that...can only bow down to my God, but u all noe wat i meant lah.. ha...)

im glad ppl have good comments on the montage. frankly speaking, initially when i started doing it, i thought of my skills, in the sense to glorify myself..haha..yes,that self-centredness that keeps creeping up and bugging moi! but after the tertiary camp and stuff, it reali keeps me focus that i simply cant accomplish anything with His grace and without Him. and i started committing even this project into His hands and has in mind to bring glory to the couple to reflect the Lord in their lives, as they bring glory to the Lord. i noe this is the heart of the couples when i asking them abt their wedding. :)

am very tired coz i slept barely for 2 hrs ydae. reason being i was trying to convert the .avi file to a.mpeg. though i manage to convert it in the end, (but without sound), i realised i hv no vcd burner.. and i try all my ways to get a demop nero burner! but i dun noe y but each of them after i downloaded said that the demo has expired! *duh* actuali i have a orginal nero cd, but try as i might, i cldnt find it!

at 4am, i finally succumbed and decide that i shld rtn to my bed, afterall, i tried my best and i have to wake up at 6.30 the nx morning...no..i mean this morning... sigh.. realised my computer cant make it liao.. im going to reformat it.. before i go for my trip to melaka.. or shld i do after that? well, lets c abt it bah...

im thinking of keeping myself away from the comp..it has always been a weakness of mine... and i noe it... i tried successfully keeping away from it for 2 weeks b4, then i will just used it... and the time will just passed without me noeing. well, if u ask me how do i manage to spend so much time in front this thing? i have no idea! time just flies sitting in front of it! :(

but after i came back from the tertiary camp, i have been sitting in front of the comp coz of the montage i promised to do for them. thank God, mayb i shldnt be in the multimedia ministry after all coz there is always this occupational-designer-thing that will want the design or watever to be perfect and that eats up ur time! i shld come back to my primary ministry - that is minister unto the Lord. i reali in my mind have so much thought of going to this ministry, to that ministry, but seriously, when i thought abt them, i realised that if my life is not going to get any better when i served in those ministry, y bother? coz truely, the most impt ministry is still our ministry to our Lord and King. i dun wanna be known as a servant, but i want to be known as a friend!

i just got to noe that i wun be in the hostelites cell core. was disappointed in a way, but that is a good news to me really, when i thought abt it. coz i noe i wun be able to manage. im simply not up to the task. i m simply not ready. i will going to be a new multiplied cell soon. i think i nd to focus. i realli will peng san if i continue to bz myself with so much things. even the Lord said to martha that she is troubled with too many things. mary has chosen the good part and it will not be taken away from her. and well, that is, to just sit at His feet. i realised i reali reali have not sat at His feet, except in coporate times coz i have been bz with so so much things. the Guitar Club, the Tertiary camp, the montage... too much things on my platter. have to focus on the essential thing!

Let us rtn unto the Lord. :)

yes, im going to prepare myself for the upcoming churchcamp in melaka!