I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
You could take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all who's who and so-n-so's that used to be the best
At such'n'such ... it wouldn't matter much
I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights
We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world
I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy
I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthly list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy
Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...
well, ydae after exiting the computer lab, my original idea was to go home and sleep coz i had a headache.. but then i decided to wait for my fren to dscuss an issue... which i thought will be quite serious, but turn out to be alrite after all...and better than i have expected! haha..Praise God!
anyway, while waiting for her..i met another fren of mine, Steff, and we beagn to just casual tok...(she actuali wanted to stduy.,..think i disturb her..haha).. and i began to ask her something abt China..she is a Chinese u c... had a quite enjoyable time toking to her coz both of us felt called to be missionaries and we began to tok and wow..so exciting... when we mt hearts that can connect...:)
the day b4 which is thursday, Yireng asked me casually if im interested in going China for mission trip in June... i dunno y, when she said that, i felt an interest arose in me.. yes! i want to go. but i told her i got no money.well, she said," money problem is a problem that is not a problem.." haha.. actuali she answered in chinese which sounds more witty and logical as well.. english sounds a bit singlish eh...
anyway, y wld i think im interested? coz i dun use to be v interestd, that is in China anyway. the last ctry i felt i was called to is China...:P haha.. but lately, i felt myself developing an interest in China! just a few days ago, i started praying in chinese during my QT which i was so surprise! coz i wasnt apt in praying in chinese at all coz i dun pray in chinese! so it must be the Lord coz on thsoe days, somehow i just felt praying in chinese will be of bettter expression than in english...but is wierd lah.. not logical..but logical also..haha...guess im contradicting myself...
anyway, im not sure whether is from me or the Lord.. but i have to say, this year somehow i feel so excited of the thought im going overseas... coz my mum asked me to accompany my maid to the Philippines for a visit during the holidays..hehe.. when i heard that, i quite excited..haha... but i might have attachment..so all these are all not confirmed yet.
yar, and for the China trip, i have asked the Lord to give me a specific sign if it is HE who wants me to go, is not a difficult sign nor an ez one... and afterall, i do not want to be a burden if im going..u c, if the church has to pay fopr me to go for the trip, i was wondering if i was more of a burden than a blessing... but for me to save up was almost impossible coz im now owing money to the telcos... and im not wkg as well...so how? so if im reali to go, God has to be the one who will supply it coz He is my Provider. but again, back to the point, does HE want me to go??...
